stuck.

deleting people from your facebook is so liberating.

I went through pages and pages, clicking the little x confirming "remove this connection?".

YES.

a million times yes.

No question.

Last night I dreamt that I was climbing in the mountains with Brooke, some other people and Joseph McClure? After a certain amount of climbing, we would have to eat to maintain our health. We got to this little shack, way up in the mountains, yet still surrounded by mountains. Not just sky. Inside, there was a little printer that Joseph was printing pictures. Brooke was cutting a picture of herself out.

I don't get it.

Now I'm stuck at home alone, miserable. Earlier I was in tears, rolled up into a ball trying to make the pain go away. My mom drugged me and I passed out for a few hours. The pain's still there, but just not as strong.

I miss Kelsey and Marisa. I miss bible study.

I miss Mariah.

I miss Charlotte and I just saw her a few days ago.

I don't miss school. Don't miss the people.

I just miss the ones close to me.