ignore this

I always see a light.

I have a conscience and sometimes I just wish I could be bitch and not care.

Why do I have to apologize?

I don't care if you're done with her. Stop apologizing to me. It doesn't matter anymore.

College makes me nervous and I don't want to think about scholarships. I have to. My dad thinks, and has already decided that the first two years of college, I'm going to o-trip. But when I told my mom about applying to SCAD and how I'm supposed to send in references, she told me that as much as she hates to think about me leaving, she thinks that I'd love it.

Thank you for some reassurance. For making me feel less guilty about wanting to leave Oklahoma for more opportunities. OU, as much as you want me to believe, does NOT have the same perks as an arts school.

I want to kiss someone. To love someone and be loved.

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where did all of my bracelets go? i miss summer and painting on the basketball court. under the tree. using my bike as my transportation. picnics. i miss staying up late, alone, and not waking up early. sleepovers. i miss sleepovers. cold coffee and driving with mariah listening to music. i miss adventuring with brooke and amee after a spontaneous sleepover.

i hate facebook, i don't want your drama.

i want to read and never look up.

i don't want a cellphone. i want to be free and let go of everything.

i miss chorale. honestly.

i want to meet writers in georgia. i want to drink out of huge cups with coffee in them. where did that go? two months ago. where did that go.

give me something good.