Tuesday, December 15, 2009

never forget

Kendall Watson, thank you for setting yourself apart.









collections from our conversations; of course I've been keeping them.

"its situations like him that make us appreciate true happiness when we find it.
its because of them we know what we hope for and notice when it arrives.
everything happens for a reason casey.
i am sorry.
its never easy accepting someone's feelings when you thought they were somewhere else
but in life, we can only grow. through obstacles, true friends arise.
i promise.

you break down because life is umpredictable
it wouldnt be worth living if it wasnt

dont lose faith in your feelings
they know you better than anyone

innocence fades with age.
We tend to call it growing up.

It is Life's cruelist joke on man, to convince him being pure is something looked down upon. It has been forged to look pathetic and weak for someone who remembers not only what, but why they were taught the things they were as a child.

If you look past appearance, past the "in" crowd, much like a person, you'll find a true heart in their mind.
Too easily are our friends and peers influenced by what we've come to see as a system of life-management brought on by what we watch and buy.

Even to this day, almost everyone still has that innocence. Only judgement holds it back.

Only care for someone's thoughts if they can truely benefit you.
As for the rest, like Bob Marley's comparison of music and love, shut out their judgement till they can do the same for their own peace.

Casey,
You do some much more than you realize.
You continually prove to me that we have a say in who we are.

You set up a belief for me that what I'm doing in my life right now is not alienation or isolation, but truely becoming who i want to be.
You show me that it is possible to be an individual in a world conformity.

Ever since i was a kid, i loved to listen. I would watch almost every scenario and puzzle-piece who and what i longed to become.
I love to reach out and help because i know the power simply listening to someone can have.

Don't ever question what you have to say about your heart in the world.
I'm not some giant or example of perfection, im the friend you found in 8th grade history class.
I always will be.
Me and you talking again is no different than our friendship before aside from us having more experiences to share between us.

You write from your soul and it is beauty.
I will gladly tell you that anytime you need to hear it.

I love the irony of this world, unexpected people have unexpected impacts.
Its almost God's way of keeping us on our toes.

You have a beautiful mind and soul Casey. One I doubt I will forget.
And with the gift of sharing that beauty comes in return thoughts and prayers for you.

You will most likely openly disagree with me,
but you are one the strongest people i know Casey.
I have such an utmost respect for you and heart.
You're a beautiful person and nothing can seem to tamper with that.
So many things are thrown your way in hope of discouragement, and you perservere through it to only become more loving in the end.
You've gotten to where you start to amaze me."

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