naive

thank you for extended due dates

for basically only one final to worry about right now.

for bonus questions

the annoying people at o-trip who finally got me enrolled

acoustic songs, that are so much better than the original versions

for my car and the fact that it heats up so quickly.

my unending supply of tea,

lotion

and for my cooperative dirty hair.

for a night off.

I have no idea where my phone is.

The discovery channel introduces me to the weirdest sea animals. :)

Did you see the sunset? The whole sky was gray, with accents of purple, mostly pink. The sun's golden color was shining so brightly through the clouds. I meant to tell you, but I have no idea where my phone is.

Today has been the first day in quite some time where I caught myself trying to relax. I've been pretty easy lately. I had to keep reminding myself that it's okay to be claustrophobic. You don't always have to wear your seatbelt. Him yelling at you because he misplaced something isn't that big of a deal. You're in control of your emotions. Breathe easy.

54.

I still have to read.

I wonder how long it's been since that day in the huge metal building. We all sat around a little table and laughed at how he sang all of the wrong words. There was a dragon on the end of the hose. His little brother covered his mouth with his Celtic hoodie and rode around on his skateboard. One of his friends kept telling me I had swine, I didn't believe him. It was just a cough. Sorry about giving it to you. We all had to share the little dragon. Such a weird dragon. I didn't think anything about it. I actually thought about it too much, but I enjoyed it. I always do. That's why I didn't stop. I just drank his water. Downed it, I was so thirsty.

Today Dylan drew my encouraging message on my hand. I had nothing. He grabbed my hand and drew a little smily face in my green pen. Black pupils. He wants a bracelet.

Most times I can't wait to get out of high school. I'm sick of seeing everyone, and knowing everyone. Having some sort of ties with every single person. They were in my choir two years ago, she always drives behind me after lunch. Remember that day she almost hit me with her huge black car? I'm done. I'm just done. Waiting six more months. But then it's people like Dylan that make me thankful for high school. I wouldn't even know him if it weren't for North. He's such a good person to know.