feel it all

i feel a lot like myself today. like i am truly in the right spot, like i am adjusted to who i've always been and who i'm supposed to be. i am consumed, yet comfortable, and stable in my own existence. i am so happy like this, happy in being busy constantly with work, with school, with lunch dates and comforting my heart broken acquaintances. happy in femininity, in being a help mate to one of the most astounding individuals that i know is specially chosen. 

it's interesting to take pride in conversations throughout the day. i have urges to keep journals just to write down every wonderful thing said to me, just to have it close, to have it to look back on. actually, i may just start doing this. it's nice to have journals that inspire me, and it's nice to find strength from the person i used to be, but sometimes you just want to talk, or hear good things. 

i know all of my friends are doing well around the nation. they're all beautiful and flourishing, that's nice to know as well.