all of this used to be rare. i would come here to escape. still yet, looking at this screen feels good. this home page. i shouldn't be writing. i shouldn't be distracted by tumblr, but what can i say.
it's been so many days since the last time i've felt that good.
i'm so confused, and i'm not ever sure of myself.
i need time for meditation, a little time alone.
my second roommate moved in today, and i feel so much comfort in that.
i feel like maisi has someone else to turn to now, and i like that.
i can be alone again.
all of my fall music comes on, and it's cold weather time. it's so cold, everywhere. my little space heater is working over time in this room.
i have a lunch date on saturday in my kitchen.
spaghetti with veggies. god, sometimes being vegetarian feels ten times better than i ever thought it would. i need a quick cleanse of my pallet. something new to look at, new to think about.
i can't stray away from the path i knowwww i need to keep both feet on.
there's blue paint on my ceiling now.
feels like home.
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