my throat hurts so bad each time i try to talk or swallow. but only when i'm alone. i like to stay distracted from my sickness. like when travis brought me the bigggest bouquet of daisies to my house yesterday, then drank tea with me at my kitchen table. or when i pick up bailey at midnight and we drive to waffle house, drink coffee until 2 in the morning on a school night, and play "My Girl" on the jukebox.
i guess in my sleepy haze, i turned off my alarm this morning. i had even premade coffee last night so this morning all i had to do was press "brew". i woke up 10 minutes before my class began 25 minutes away. needless to say, i didn't make it to my first class.
i just saw someone trip walking up the stairs :/
apparently there was an earthquake this morning in oklahoma. i was driving and didn't feel it. but my friend from Tahlequah texted me saying that people in her town felt it. so weird. i'm so oblivious sometimes.
and sometimes, i feel too small. no one else would ever think this was a problem, and i guess it's not...? but my legs? like they're sticks today, and my wrists are so bare and boney. like my fingers? i feel disgusting, and if you've never felt this way, thank your lucky stars. it's not cute, and it cannot be healthy. like my knees?
mmmm i need coffee and tylenol to ease my head.
i need to read a good book, i need to save money
and i need to eat something substantial for once in my life.
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