Thursday, January 28, 2010

black boots

there's no school today - I found out at 7:23 this morning when my dad came to tell me.

welcomeeee, Ice Storm!
There isn't school tomorrow either. Cancelled.

Good things, things I'm thankful for:
jasmine tea
this couch in the corner of my living room
God and my growing relationship with him
the handful of people i feel will never leave me
my dog snoring
incense
good music
sisters that you weren't born with
shelves full of books
feeling relaxed and okay
corduroys that are almost too big for you
genuine smiles and laughs
not feeling guilty
the things we won't ever discover
the fact that our eyes see constant images; they aren't as broken photographs
your faith in me
developing relationships
Delaney & Dwayne
not showering for days
not wearing make up
covered wrists
yesterdays notes on your hand
holding hands
how you don't fit in my car
the stream of consciousness - how that's a funny word to spell. how i use "funny" as a relative adjective. it always changes meaning due to context.
my blog and how it keeps my mind in the right track
reading verses about the sun
deleting people from facebook and still feeling liberated after 2 months
coexisting
being 'that girl' that sings to herself in the hallway
smiling and people thinking you're an idiot because you're always alone
being comfortable in your own skin
knowing you're always there for me
knowing you're not alone
knowing you're safe.
safety.
comfort.
being awake; feeling alive
having words to say,
a voice.
sitting backwards in your bed, staring at the wall
you knowing where I'm at because you're there too
thinking of chad and alan recording acoustically together?
remembering your visits to my house to cheer me up
you running to my house in your funny patterns to give me a snowcone without a straw.
remembering riding bikes
memories
being genuine
chanel
bare fingers
the way your skin turns purple when you're cold
wearing old shirts
safety.
being comfortable enough with you to speak naturally
how we continue to grow into each other
old music
self-control
1 Peter 4:15
having faith in a higher power
hearing you praying
hearts exploding
your passion and love for everything
the fact that you're in heaven in his room with a book


i don't want to leave this spot.

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