i'm awfully unhappy today.
i closed for the second time in a row last night. maybe it's because i'm so tired, or maybe it's lack of genuine social interaction. maybe it's lack of caffeine. maybe it's because tyler is still gone, and it's been a whole week. i've been decently strong, i think. decently. it's getting tougher though as days go on. you'd think it would get easier, but it still sucks. the days are so long.

this is just sad, and not really helping me feel better.
i miss you. i miss you a lot.