Tuesday, April 26, 2011

april twenty-sixth

this morning, i woke up feeling like a new woman. i distinctly remember opening my eyes this morning, and swallowing, then being shocked at how it wasn't painful to do so.
went through my morning coffee routine, talked to my mom for a bit before she had to work, then made myself lunch. mom and i have been on this kick of these really healthy little pizzas. pita bread, tomatoes, basil and mozzarella cheese. i added cilantro to mine this afternoon and it was so so good. you bake them in the oven for 20 short minutes, and i was full for seven hours. which is pretty shocking for a vegetarian meal.
after lunch, i started doing laundry - i think i ended up doing five loads. impressive for me, because i can never focus long enough to completely finish one load. with laundry came room cleaning, because half of my wardrobe was on my bed, around my bed and spread all over my floor as a blanket, only in huge piles. needless to say, my room is now spotless! it feels much more like summer in there now. i opened my blinds to let the sun in, and it's wonderful lately. knowing that i have a garden growing in my backyard is comforting as well.
things are looking up in my little head. i always seem to reach new areas of freedom when i stay at home for long periods of time, which is ironic to me. a lot of time for self-inspection and self-discovery.

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