according to my stuffing hangers in my backpack, I'm "getting the hang of a situation, or needing motivation". and to remember, I was putting the hangers - there were so many, i was stuffing them all in my backpack. this represents that there's some decision or responsibility that's weighing me down, and Bailey Walker helped me through it, I suppose. She led me through muddy waters. I was barefoot and she commented, "I wish I could feel ittttt".
Mud: suggests that you are involved in a sticky, messy situation. also that you need internal cleansing.
After all of this, my friend Kaitlin and I went to the snowcone stand in my car. But something happened to where I couldn't leave and I started to have anxieties so I took off running. I was so passionate about it, and so exhilerated. I ran for so long, headed towards my house. While I was waiting on one of the lights, this boy on a bike asked why I was running and included my name. I had never seen him before, but he touched my arm and I didn't even question how he knew my name because the light turned green and I took off again.
First of all, to dream that I am running away from someone signifies that I'm trying to avoid a situation. To run alone means that I'm surpassing the ones around me, or that I need to "hurry up and make a decision".
A stoplight symbolizes that I feel like I'm being held back from one of my goals.
Then I read that "To see a stranger in your dream, signifies a part of yourself that is repressed and hidden. Alternatively, it symbolizes the archetypal dream helper who is trying to offer some insight and advice."
Okay, so I'm still running and I run into my friend Alan who grabs me and is telling me that the stranger is stalking me and he doesn't know why I even talked to him. He pulls me down behind this wall by the street and his eyes are puffy and red. He's high, and he's telling me that I need to smoke with him. That he has weed on him and that it'd be so easy. I keep denying and finally I take off running again.
"If someone else is using marijuana or trying to get your to use it, then it indicates negative peer pressure or loss of control".
After I'm running again, I run into a small, construction area that I have to crawl threw. But crawling slows down my pace, so I decide that I need to get on the upper level and run that way. But the upper level is upside down, so I'm struggling and spinning, and I get back down on the first level and run while I'm knocking my head on the boards above me.
"To see construction in your dream, signifies a new surge of energy, growth, ambition and renewed confidence. It may also represent the rebuilding of your own life."
"To dream that you are spinning, signifies confusion. You are feeling out of control."
This is all I remember because then my phone was ringing - Mariah waking me up.
it's funny how much in sharing your dreams, you're in turn sharing your uttermost battles and secrets. Like the other day, I was sharing with Mariah, Bailey and Kyler that I had a dream that this huge snake was thrown at me. Bailey then shares that snakes represent sexual desires......
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how do I respond to that?
I bleached some of my hair today, and got a million and one applications, an on the spot interview, and several hopefuls.
fingers crossed.
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