coming soon, anticipating.

how do you comprehend that every dream you've ever had - be it hazy or seemingly clear - how do you come to terms that it's happening within the year? i've never felt more sure of anything in my life and i'm proud to go everywhere and write it all over everything. i'll tell anyone, i'll explain it to anyone, that i am the most blessed woman since i've come back to you. and it's not something selfish, like i swear it's not something that either of us have power of, but its something more astronomical. something that only the biggest god we believe in can control. only god almighty can make the stars align in such a way that i feel perfect in you. like the most pure and close to fulfilled woman. only with you and no body else. not any skin or no scent of another room can make me feel like this, but you make me radiate with an unreal light i didn't know i had inside of me.